You Always Leave

I want to live inside your absent mouth
To dodge your angry tongue
I want to hear your missing voice
And feel it’s empty air

You leave a giant hole in me
You leave and you always leave

I want to build a heatless fire
In your tiny thoughtless heart
I want to make a silent song for you
The only notes you understand.

You take up all the room in me
You leave and you always leave

I want to dream in colorless
Of all the universe without you
I want to sleep for fucking ever
In a frozen half vacant bed

You suck up all the air in me
You leave and you always leave

I’ll chase you in a lonely hunt
Scent your dark dark hair
I’ll trap you in a ghost parade
And celebrate your lonely eyes

You take more than I have to give
But I’ll stay and I’ll always stay.